4.10.2013

4.10.13 - 

Finally I've finished my last trial exam in Form 6.

Seriously, I'd put a lot of effort in this exam and as usual, aiming for 4 flat although I know it's hard to achieve.

Anyway I know I'm not manage to get 4 flat after the test finished. 

Yea I know right, I did a lot of silly and careless mistake in the exam that I did not realize when I was answering the question. 

So, 3.8 maybe? Hopefully LOL

I used to aim higher so that I have the reason to push myself to work hard. 

Although most of the time it's one of the reason I being so stress.

But for me it ain't a bad thing.

Well, I did felt disappointed when my target wasn't achieve but I'm so lucky because I have friends and family who always give their support to me.

I always believe that what doesn't kill us make us stronger.

In Form 6, things always happen beyond our control. 

Besides hard work, we need luck sometime.

A very good example was my MUET result. 

I got Band 3 and the marks I obtained was 179.

Yet band 4 required 180 marks. 

I only need one more mark in order to up my grade to Band 4. 

I was so desperate when I knowing the result although I don't think MUET is important at the first place.

And then Account.

It WAS one of the subject I always proud of.

I got no account basic in Form 4&5 yet I manage to get an A in both Semester 1 and 2 papers.

But when it comes to Semester 3, it isn't go like what happened in Semester 1 and 2.

The test before trial - UB 3, I only get around 45% for my account paper.

I saw teacher's record book.

I always get A for account in Form 6 in both Semester 1 and 2 no matter it's monthly test , trial or the real exam. 

But I'm not able to maintain the A record in semester 3.

I don't know what's going wrong but I think I did better in the trial this time.

I just hope that I can get at least A- for this trial and achieve and A in the real exam.

Oh ya.

One thing I have to mention, about my friend.

I have one friend.

We had a lot of topic to talk with and err she treated me as a sister, yea is a she , and I treated her as a brother. 

And then recently, suddenly, I don't know what's going on, she refuses to talk to me and I don't know why.

I appreciate every single friendship I had.

Yea.

If you're reading, and you know this is you,

Please tell me what's going on and what mistake I have made. 

Maybe I did something or said something that hurt you ?

I'm sorry if I did.

Just lets everything back to normal. 

At least don't like a stranger ? 

Yea

that's all for today.

My first time write my blog post in English.

Feel free to correct the grammar mistake for me.

I will always accept it with open heart ^_^