飞翔

真名冥王星,一个典型的白羊座男孩。
性格冲动,情绪燥郁无常;敏感,却不拘小节。

爱说话,所以当了辩手;
喜欢写作,所以是文字DJ;
喜欢乱掰,所以是博客。

有家人、有一群贴心的朋友、有一群可爱的学弟学妹学长学姐的陪伴。
会更加努力,活接下来的100年,1000年。/更多<关于冥王星>

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

又一次冒险

看看日历才发现,
原来事情兜兜转转,都已经一年了。
我在思考,
这一年我是怎么熬过来的。

从老爸在我第一学期预考那天晕倒开始,
我开始独当一面。
恐慌地驾车,
来回马大无数次复诊复健,
帮忙处理大小解,
烦恼家人的早午晚餐,
接送妈妈放工回家,
驾车上学,
面对唠叨;
同时还有那繁重的课业。

我真的在想,
这一年我是怎么熬过来的。

说真的,我在害怕。

在开始习惯现在所有一切事物时,
又突然说需要冒险。
害怕的应该不只是我。

说真的,
冒险的结果没有人会知道。
也没有敢去想象,
不过我想大家都会帮忙祈祷,
一切会变得更加美好。

今天的感觉很糟。
想找人聊天,
却找不到对象。
嗯。
大家都有大家的忙。
说真的,除了你们,我找不到其他人了。
然后顿时觉得自己很可悲。
你们不理我,我还真的无所适从。

感恩。
真的感恩今天有你陪我聊。
聊到很开心。
其实我现在没有EMO的,
只是写着写着又EMO了 -,-
But 写好了就应该不会EMO了。
真的感恩有你,高阳 =P >< 哈哈
啊还有,你的床很好躺!!!XD.



p/s : 今天写的真的很不文艺。太累了吧。
晚安。




Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Piano

Yesterday you text me that ,
When you want to feel emo again come see me with my piano.

Do you know how touch I am when I see the message ?
Yea. It had been a very long time I didn't feel so warm.
I told you right, you look like my best friend.
Not because of the appearance but the way you treat me. Maybe ?

I just saw a quote in faebook.
The greatest gift you can give someone is your time.
Because when you give your time, 
you're giving a portion of your life that you will never get back.

If this is the gift you give me, thank you =)
I love piano.
I love the melody and the sound given out by the piano.
It's soft and easily touches one heart.
Unfortunately I got no chance to learn piano and don't even have the chance to touch it.
But thanks god that you gave me the chance to play.
Oh ya. I enjoyed so much when you were playing it.
















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Today is not my day.
Early in the morning I awake from sleep just because of the disturbance of cockroaches.
And I lost about 20 marks in Mathematics paper just because of making too many of careless mistake. It made me not able to get an A and even an A- for my maths paper.
The maths paper marks makes me down for the whole day.
After finish school, there are still many stuffs waiting me to complete.
It's so tiring.
Didn't sleep well for whole night, got down mood for whole day,
and still,
I need to drive here and there to do this and that.
and facing the nags.

The only person I would like to talk to is you.
Yet I just feel like don't want to disturb you.
We have our own life.
You have your burdens yourself and also have your own stuffs to do.
Furthermore, you are not born to listen to my complaints and my problems right ?

Sometimes I just hope that I can be a little bit stronger and tougher.
Not to dependent on anyone.
Especially the one I care.
But then sometimes I just can't control my emotion in front of you guys, the one I care.

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Do you know why the keyboard of the piano has both black and white in colour ?
It just like our life.
Sometimes there're something bad will bring us down.
But without them we will not know that there're something good in the other side.
And the good things are always more that the bad things.
Just like the number of white colour's keys are always more than the number of black colour's keys.

Oh ya.
I played piano yesterday.
Just played the very simple and basic one.
It was really fascinating.
Just like badminton,
although I'm quite noob when playing it but I still enjoy myself very much.

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Yesterday my found that my friend is sick.
Chinese so call 生蛇.
This sickness is quite serious if doesn't give the treatment and take care of it nicely.
So I called my friend and told him what should he do and what he shouldn't do.
Because my family members have this sickness before too.
After the call
He told me that he's very touch.

In fact I felt touch too when he said he feel touch.
I know him well.
He's not the person who can get touch so easily ( laughing
And he has the habit to write dairy. So I bet that I'm sure inside his diary yesterday =P

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Oh ya.
If one day I ask you
Am I annoying and irritating
this means
You're the one I care of.
Because I don't want to annoy the one I care
That's why I ask this question sometime to some person
Not much people have been asked this question by me
Yea.
I'm not care how others look at me
but I just one you guys to feel comfortable when being friend with me.

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The mood today is quite complicated until I don't know how to express.
And I don't feel want to type in Mandarin.
So I'm sorry if you guys have the difficulties in understand what I'm trying to say.

That's all for today.
9/10/2013.

The music I love the most played by piano.


Saturday, October 5, 2013

4.10.2013

4.10.13 - 

Finally I've finished my last trial exam in Form 6.
Seriously, I'd put a lot of effort in this exam and as usual, aiming for 4 flat although I know it's hard to achieve.
Anyway I know I'm not manage to get 4 flat after the test finished. 
Yea I know right, I did a lot of silly and careless mistake in the exam that I did not realize when I was answering the question. 
So, 3.8 maybe? Hopefully LOL

I used to aim higher so that I have the reason to push myself to work hard. 
Although most of the time it's one of the reason I being so stress.
But for me it ain't a bad thing.
Well, I did felt disappointed when my target wasn't achieve but I'm so lucky because I have friends and family who always give their support to me.
I always believe that what doesn't kill us make us stronger.

In Form 6, things always happen beyond our control. 
Besides hard work, we need luck sometime.
A very good example was my MUET result. 
I got Band 3 and the marks I obtained was 179.
Yet band 4 required 180 marks. 
I only need one more mark in order to up my grade to Band 4. 
I was so desperate when I knowing the result although I don't think MUET is important at the first place.

And then Account.
It WAS one of the subject I always proud of.
I got no account basic in Form 4&5 yet I manage to get an A in both Semester 1 and 2 papers.
But when it comes to Semester 3, it isn't go like what happened in Semester 1 and 2.
The test before trial - UB 3, I only get around 45% for my account paper.
I saw teacher's record book.
I always get A for account in Form 6 in both Semester 1 and 2 no matter it's monthly test , trial or the real exam. 
But I'm not able to maintain the A record in semester 3.
I don't know what's going wrong but I think I did better in the trial this time.
I just hope that I can get at least A- for this trial and achieve and A in the real exam.

Oh ya.
One thing I have to mention, about my friend.
I have one friend.
We had a lot of topic to talk with and err she treated me as a sister, yea is a she , and I treated her as a brother. 
And then recently, suddenly, I don't know what's going on, she refuses to talk to me and I don't know why.
I appreciate every single friendship I had.
Yea.
If you're reading, and you know this is you,
Please tell me what's going on and what mistake I have made. 
Maybe I did something or said something that hurt you ?
I'm sorry if I did.
Just lets everything back to normal. 
At least don't like a stranger ? 

Yea
that's all for today.
My first time write my blog post in English.
Feel free to correct the grammar mistake for me.
I will always accept it with open heart ^_^

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